An Open Heart & Beautiful Souls

          

How time marches forward. I gave myself time to grieve over the ending of mine and NYC relationship. I miss him but am moving on. I decided I was not going to let the experience dull my desire to be with someone on my terms. I got on two online dating sites and after many conversations and exchanges I am hoping to meet in person a new man in my life next week. He only lives an hour from me. I’ve been enjoying getting to know him. I’m hopeful things will work so stay tuned. 

I got the results of my blood draw and was told my vitamin d level was very low and explained my lack of energy. Otherwise the rest of the results are marvelous and again the doctor seems surprised that I am so healthy despite being overweight according to the bmi index. I’m one of those fit but fat people you may have heard of. I was surprised when people named the most beautiful woman of the year I did not make the cover but alas skinny always wins. It has taken me forty five years to be comfortable with every aspect of me and I intend to enjoy myself. I think people forget to see the beauty of a person’s soul they only see what is on the outside. 

For the photos I’ve chosen. The first was the sheep heading back out to pasture after evening feeding. The second was a curious lamb. Reflections in the pond and a petunia. Finally flowers from my boss in appreciation for my work. Wow was I surprised.

I’m hopping to write more once the vitamin d kicks in. Have a great Thursday! And don’t forget to keep getting back up with an open heart after life kicks you down. It can make all the difference. Namaste 

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5 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Cheryl Ingraham
    Apr 23, 2015 @ 09:53:58

    Good for you, Becca! Deciding to move on can be a difficult one but a necessity at times. Try to stay positive, keep your chin up, and know that you are showing such courage by taking an active role in shaping the life you want for yourself, not just passively allowing it to unfold.

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  2. Alli Farkas
    Apr 26, 2015 @ 23:57:23

    Good for you!!

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  3. Jane McMillen
    Jun 06, 2015 @ 13:14:04

    love new lambs, but the old gals have gifts too…thanks for sharing! jane

    Reply

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